Unscripted

A levels

2009-11-09T03:37:13Z

4 years in Singapore. 2 years of JC education. An abstract mesh of emotions, vacillating sadness and joy.

All of it boils down to this final two week battle.

C'mon boys and girls, we can do this (:

Crazy A level preparations

2009-10-31T15:15:37Z

Assuming ppl don't read this blog cos hardly anyone comments...And to ppl who actually read the blog, it won't affect you...

Papers finished: (Cos I can't keep track anymore)

Chemistry
2006
2007
2008
AJC
ACJC (Before Prelim)
JJC
NJC
NYJC
PJC (Mock Exam)
RJC
SAJC
SRJC
TJC (look through only cos dun have answer key)
YJC

Havent done:
CJC
DHS
HCI
MJC
TPJC
VJC

Maths:
Done:
2007
2008
ACJC
JJC
NJC
TPJC

Lol ok looks like need to focus on maths alr (=

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-29T22:53:00

2009-10-29T14:55:13Z

scare can't sleep well tonight; too many things in mind.
wishes the voices will stop screaming in my head.

stop. screaming.

hates it when people lie and just tell the truth in the last minute.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-22T09:46:00

2009-10-22T01:47:15Z

maths mock got a C!! this is so encouraging (=

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-21T23:35:00

2009-10-21T15:37:28Z

I don't need to justify my thoughts and my actions, when i know with conviction that i am doing what is best for me.

so keep your opinions to yourself and whoever is interested. cos i'm not.

my finger's bleeding. hopefully can still press GC (:

happy 4th anniversary batch 7 (:

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-21T23:30:00

2009-10-21T15:35:12Z

i don't see a need to justify myself to you, when in fact i know with conviction what i'm doing is right.

keep your opinions to whoever is willing to listen. because i'm not. there is no demand.

oh. my finger is bleeding.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-21T23:19:00

2009-10-21T15:27:19Z

I won't let you steal away the victory that is mine to claim (:

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-20T22:05:00

2009-10-20T14:07:04Z

Dear whoever,

I'm tired.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-12T22:22:00

2009-10-12T14:25:08Z

somehow i think that if i died no one would really notice that im gone

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-04T16:31:00

2009-10-04T08:32:22Z

there are so many things that i need to do.

sometimes i wish i could just dig a hole and die.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-04T16:19:00

2009-10-04T08:20:23Z

Is this what you have called me to be?

clandestinemoon @ 2009-10-01T21:54:00

2009-10-01T13:56:11Z

I pray that You will sustain me throughout these trials.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-29T21:06:00

2009-09-29T13:07:11Z

I think JC education makes people insensitive to failure. You just get it so often.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-29T20:04:00

2009-09-29T12:07:06Z

Lord, teach me how to forgive.

McFLY - Fallen in Love

2009-09-28T13:02:28Z

Everyday feels like a Monday
There is no escaping from the heartache
Now I want to put it back together 
'Cause it's always better late than never 
Wishing I could be in California 
I wanna tell you when I call you 
I could've fallen in love 
I wish I'd falling in love


Out of our minds and out of time
Wishing I could be with you to share the view


We could've fallen in love

Waking up to people talking and it's getting later every morning
Now I realise it's nearly midday 
And I've wasted half my life to throw it away 
Singing everyday should be a new day 
To make you smile and find a new way of falling in love 
I could've fallen in love


Out of our minds
Out of time
Wishing I could be with you to share the view

Sick of waiting
I can't take it 
Gotta tell ya

I can't take another night on my own 
So I take a breath and then I pick up the phone she said
We could've fallen in love
I wish I'd fallen in love

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-28T20:50:00

2009-09-28T12:55:27Z

There's just too many things to do. And I'm dying from the exhaustion before its even supposed to begin.

Why must we be inundated with work so early now? Blahs.

Should I get ready to be disappointed? It would lessen the blow.

Dear God, I'm really praying that you grant me peace now. That you grant me a change of heart that would save me from this negativity. I pray that I'll be a thermostat instead of a thermometer, not being a product of my environment. Lord, I pray for strength as I'm getting my results this week, I pray that You will bring me through all the disappointment, and remind me that You'll always be here to set things in Your plan. I pray that You will just be with me every step of the way, because I can't handle this on my own. Amen.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-28T10:01:00

2009-09-28T02:08:30Z

Homework to do:

Econs Lect:
Essay 1, 4, and 5 (qns not chosen in exam)

Econs Tut:
2007 A level Essay, qn 2 and 3

Maths Lect:
Bring Paper 2, MF15 and GC (duh)

Maths Tut:
I dunno

Chem Lect and Tut:
I dunno

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-27T20:47:00

2009-09-27T12:49:25Z

Ngtataka lng kng bkt npka-user friendly mo. Hrm. Hays. Bahala n, alam mo rn nmn n hnd aq mabilis paki-usapan kng alam kng may plano ka n gwin.. Hmm..

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-26T21:14:00

2009-09-26T13:15:51Z

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-22T22:34:00

2009-09-22T14:35:51Z

47 + 14 + 17 more days, and the cranky old lady that serves food in the hostel is not going to diss me anymore =P

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-22T18:56:00

2009-09-22T11:00:37Z

Post-Maths/Pre-Econs

Me: Gabriel looks thinner
Gabriel: What?
Wayne: No, he just din gel his hair.
Me: Really.. *prods with Wayne's marker*
Wayne: No!! He's well fed!!
Gabriel: =.=

Post-Econs
Me: Is that a hole? o.o
Joey: OMG! *Prodsprodstouchtouch*
Wayne: *Jumps*

And that is how Joey molested Wayne outside school today.

Mmm. Sleepy.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-21T20:07:00

2009-09-21T12:08:51Z

A moment to remember (:

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-08T10:50:00

2009-09-08T02:52:08Z

Tonsillitis, nice. =.=

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-03T21:13:00

2009-09-03T13:14:08Z

Just remembered this from last year. More than a year ago.

Just stop bothering me.

I just remember that he looked like crying so badly. I can't remember why.

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Remind me to not believe when people tell you that you won’t get hurt anymore. That you can trust.

I feel like giving up on this so badly. It is not the first time.

clandestinemoon @ 2009-09-02T09:28:00

2009-09-02T01:30:43Z

Hives is a very interesting experience